Jazzy So Mighty

Rmb my last post??~ The ONE

2010-12-16T04:03:00.004+08:00

16th December 2010
Title: Rmb my last post??

I rmb about half a year ago, I decided to delete all my bad memories in Perth.
& Im glad to say, I really did.
In my last post; I wrote;

I wish this time I;

Wont be so sad = [Checked]
Wont fuking keep on cryin just bcos i cant get anything done = [Checked]
Stop thinking abt that fukhead who cursed my life upside dwn =[ = [Checked]
Hv a few more frds = [Checked]
Maybe a part time job =[X]
Hv easiler life in Tafe rather then Curtin = [Checked]
+
Maybe a nice + hawt bf? (Wuahaha) = [Checked]

& i will miss my BFFS =[ = [ Of Cos i did =]

Out of this 7 wishes I had, i got a 6/7 and im damn proud I fuking love my life now.
And This i give credit to the most wonderful man in my World/Life
& that man, How much i thank God for. (okay even thou i dun really believe those religious stuffx)
So u know this is how much I thank him.

Sure I feel damn god happy what did i do to desevere a man this good?
The man who made me feel special like i am the only girl in the World.
The one who's alws there no matter how I feel
What i do and how i look
You may not be the most perfect man in the World But for sure u are the most perfect to me
Being with you never made me cry before..becos im sad;
but i have no idea why am I crying now typing this.
Maybe i am just to happy.
Happy to have u in my life =]

Ur love made me rmb all those good things in life and make me forget the unhappy past.
Ur love to me make me so high make me so right
& for sure i know I would never want anyone more then you.
For for me all i need is u.

That special man is my one and only : Riza
My Bb
My Babbi
My Riri
My RiriBird
My RiriBear
My Woof Woof
My F*cker
My NeNePok
My LanJiao
My Idiot
My Pigu

My Only~

20~08~2010 I bet this would be one of the happiest day in my life.
ILOVEU
U know Meow Meow will love
U know strawberry cave will love u
Only till the day u say you no longer love me.
Maybe till then I would still love u
And maybe only you.
For you are the one. The ONE=]

[I don't need a Boy Friend
I just need a REAL MAN]

& Yes, I DID =]

Back to Pethie

2010-07-15T07:55:00.005+08:00

BACK IN PERTH IN LESS THEN 12HRS = =[
OHMYGOD!

I wish this time I;

Wont be so sad
Wont fuking keep on cryin just bcos i cant get anything done
Stop thinking abt that fukhead who cursed my life upside dwn =[
Hv a few more frds
Maybe a part time job
Hv easiler life in Tafe rather then Curtin
+
Maybe a nice + hawt bf? (Wuahaha)

& i will miss my BFFS =[

& look, in less then 12hrs i will be flying but look, my rm is still so messy

Wulalla~ Save me!!!

希望 [这是最后一次的“我恨你”]

2010-06-19T04:34:00.005+08:00

18th June 2010~2008

这是认识你的第365 X 2 天
也是曾经爱过你的365 X 2 天
还记得当时喝醉的我也认定你是我一见钟情的人
也许也是因为这原因我被酒迷糊了双眼
相信错人爱上了错人

Haiz.
人总是活在遗憾中
当快乐和幸福在的时候不去珍惜
到了分手后，话说得再美也没用。。
也许你说的也是真的
你曾经爱过我
但那也已不重要了
毕竟如果你真的爱过我
你不会一次又一次的伤害我
我明白了
不是我不会玩你的游戏
是我玩不起也不要
不想在和你有任何关系。。
有时不是说爱就爱
爱没那么简单
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
不爱孤单一久也习惯
相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
其实恋爱没那么容易
快乐，还是放走自己
不用担心谁也不用被谁管~
幸福和自己是我的选择与权利
也很希望 [这是最后一次的“我恨你”]

dIE

2010-05-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

IF EVERY1 IN THE WORLD HATES YOU,
WHAT DO YOU DO? JUST KILL URSELF N DUN FUCKING ASK SO MANY DAMN
QUESTIONS!!!! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is one's existance in this World? Nth much right?
The World still revolves around if some one dies.
How can you trust others even when u dun trust urself?

I HATE THIS BLODDY WORLD
JUST LET ME DIE. @ LEAST I CAN STILL DANCE WITH THE STARS!

也许

2010-05-03T02:26:00.002+08:00

2nd May 2010
Sunday

笑中带泪

我需要的，没人给得了我
我不怕孤独我不怕没人爱
只怕我不够爱自己
假如世界能为我而绕
我就不用这么努力了
我不用为他人的心情而过我的身活

当初我
也许也是希望有人能爱我
也许我爱的也不是他
也许我也只是怕孤单
也许我也只是用他来面对我的不快乐

也许也许好多的也许
也许我也没那么爱那个人
也许我只是放不下

也许一切的不快乐是因为我还恨你？
也许一切的不快乐是因为我还爱你？
也许一切的不快乐是因为我还不甘心？

也许也许好多的也许

何时才不用为不值得的人哭？

I don't need a Boy Friend
I just need a REAL MAN!
我只想快乐多一些。。。Is this too much to ask for?

不再相信

2010-03-25T19:27:00.009+08:00

25th March 2010

Thursday

在感情里，我学会了。

不是你玩别人，就是你被玩。

也深深的明白道，如果别把自己放出去，

给他人玩，那最后输得也不会是自己。

自己，不再相信男人，我就会好的

记得要比他过得跟好，世界就会跟美妙

是你教我学会相信, 此刻我只能相信我自己

~因为只有我可以给自己幸福!

2010, a new begining

2010-03-13T06:02:00.007+08:00

13th March 2010'
6:02AM

My 1st post of 2010.
I know im so gnna regret deleting my previous post.
The stress of a new life, my life in Perth. & the man i ONCE loved so much.
Everything and everything.
But i promised, Im going to live my life how im supposed to.

No regrets right?
So, Im gonna let all of it go.
No more tears, no more saddness.
If my eyes see any tears, it's gonna be for me.
No1 else but ME!

It's 6AM for goodness sake, so im gonna update later or soon :)