12th Oct 09
Monday Morning, 7:39AM


Well Well Well
Had been hesitating tho.
Should I remove this blog and make another one?
Or should I just continue using this?

Smhw I plan to delete this blog because of some of the post I wrote.
It's so lame & stupid.. Hahaha
But A blog is for memories right??

So should i Just keep it and continue blogging on it, or just ditch it & make a new one??

Suggestions ppl~

Anyway, i will try to update more as ofen as possible.

Welcome to my boring life PPL :) haha

27th July 09
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I abandoned my blog so long that i think it doesn't even exist already.. I cant even rmb blogger's website, my link and pretty much everything about this little bloggy of mine i used to rant and write shit in! LOL

So, I shifted in my new home @ cannington..and pretty much always @ home alone since le tieng left.
No life, no love, no frds. no whatever shit.
Yes, this is my pathetic life, still trying to come terms with it.. oh well, i know there's nth much i can do about it tho..
So i m blessing myself real hard that I go thru all these alone..

So stressed and pissed and every unhappy negative emotion one can feel, i m feeling all those now. & i can't even give myself a break because im really stress-out using the new Itouch I got myself sometime ago, and also i have tonnes of homework to be completed, which im not even halfway thru yet..

I am hungry and i Cant be f*cked cooking... the cookings, the washings, I can't be stuffed.

HOW I WISHED YOU WERE HERE!! EVEN FOR A DAY :[

All those bills, all those calls, i have to make them since you are not here..

I hate my life and I don't see why i should love it..
Death, pls bring me along with you.


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1st April 2009
Wednesday

Cold cold cold* the weather is changing.
It's kinda weird when it's said to be Autumn; then weather just changed too so randomly.
Would the weather itself know it's Autumn?
I know this is a stupid question, but I am just wondering ?.?

Anyways, for a month, I've been a good girl. But today, I decided to skip communication class.
The tcher is so shit*

When to Garden City with Laogong and Ong
Laogong is so sad cos the only pair of shoe he liked is sold out everywhere. haha
& there is like 20% off in every item today, even for those which are already on sale in Esprit.
I happily bought a black fur jacket.
It's a 3 way kind, like u can wear it in 3 ways.
It was actually last years model but due to it's popularity, it's selling in stores again.
So I got it~ and i didn't regret cos it's really cold these days, even though it might be more suitable for winter.

btw!!!
I bought 6 pairs of shoes. happy happy. pictures soon~
& did i mention?
My pink bling bling K530i Sony Ericssion got stolen by my fucking ah bo neighbours?
Curse em to death man! so happy i am going to shift out!!!

Title: Why am I not blogging ...
27th March 2009, Friday.

Omg, really.
School sucks. Assignment(S) sucks. SAM sucks (some stupid bloody online computer literacy study stuffs) & last but not least, my life also sucks.

I've have not been living in my own rented hse since I've came back, maybe only for 2 days, and abit more since my parents are currently in Perth for a holiday. Which they will be going back tmr at midnight. (A HAPPY NEWS to announce)-later

At the same time, struggling with my own personal love life and moods as well as the new study environment in CIC.

I shall not talk about my personal love life and carry on with the rantings of my experience in this school. Class duration are sooo long...and boring

Design class is really relaxing because there will not be any tests, only assignments. Drawing are not brain-wracking, but time-consuming!! :(
There like so many design assignments to do since I've 2 design classes out of 4 courses!!
The teacher might be very easy-going, but she's really strict when it comes to marking and scores. ;(
~My drawing skills are not even a bit close to perfection :(

Intro computing sucks. The teacher seems like a computer technology freak??!!~ I'm not sure.
He makes us do some SAM shit thing that really makes my head wanna explode like a bomb....
& I am really some1 not into technologies and stuffs. My head is too slow for all these unwanted extras. I wish I hold a memory card in my brain :(

Lastly, COMMUNICATIONS!!
The teacher is so shit. He really give a damn about every single little things we do like. Like once, at the first or second class, after the break, he was complaining about how the classroom is filled with smell of second-hand smoke. (lots of em smoke, and it stinks) and he says students are not allowed to smoke...in cic.
I don't like smokers, but i think the teacher is abit, VERY weird??
&& quite a few more...he just sucks
He alws like to accused me of talking, when the one infront is more nosier...
Luckily, there Mega there with me.
feel so guilty to ask her to transfer classes when it's nth much different for her, since all her classes are boringz...like what she told me...
& he always wear like as if he's on a holiday to Bali-lol

So, in conclusion, sch sucks.


*The happy News*
Fortunately, in less then 2 mnths, if nth goes wrong and everything gets accepted, I will be shifting into a new hse, A HSE MY PARENTS BOUGHT in Cannington City.
(just beside Carousel, imagine all those shopping!!! :D ) haha
****

& my 18th bday is arriving soon!!
How should I celebrate it?? suggestions pls ppl.

Shuld I just:
(A) Have a romantic dinner with my laogong
(B) Hold a small party & invite only close friends
(C) The biggest and most wildest party ever in my life with all the ppl I know


??

ALSO ALSO,

HAPPY BDAY KRISTIE KOO~
(too lazzzzy to find u on9 and talk la)
Hope u hv a fun and exciting 18th :D
I miss ur nonsense :(
Come back!!

2nd March 2009~ Monday

Omg~ i am so freaking stupig.
I thought class start at 1;30, but it's actually 8;30, cos i chose the wrong class!!
LOL~ so i am absent for my first class in cic!
isn't that such a bad start?
& i think cic is gonna be so boring.

No crazy friends~~ how for me??!! :(:(:(:(

& why is there already assignments & h/w in the first wk of lessons, like not to mention the first day of class? even when i am absent?

school tmr's gonna be so freaking boring and tiring!!
8;30 all the way to maybe 5?? hai ;(

School's gonna suck! I hate studying!
I hate computing classes!
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During orientation. our group's tallest tower.
as the lec say the "tallest" not the "steadiest"... so, we won! haha

26th Feb 2009~ Thursday

Muhaha~ SO SO SO HAPPY!!
MY LAOGONG IS BACK!
He say he'll be back on the 27th, midnight but he's back already.
Always trying to bluff me, but I am so clever~~

Wooohoooo~~ I lovelove you!!
Muahaha :D

25th Feb 2009~ Wednesday


2day was orientation-day.
Woke up so early cos the bus is coming at 8.
So i can't that the 8:30 bus like i used to when studying in Canning.
So lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~

Reached sch at early 8 plus.
Mega was late!! :(
Reaching there, I notice what an idiot I am..
I didn't bring anything there lo.
Like my passport.. offer letter & all those =.=
Hai. make me so stress, cos they say I need all those to enroll into my classes.
& that was particularly why i woke up so early.
I don't want lousy time-tables u know!!??

Luckily before enrolling time, my mentor asked the reception if I could enroll first.
Luckily they agreed. Otherwise I would have lousy time-table for the whole semester!!
I- Am-So-Lucky! :D

So like you all know i am so lazy to wake up so early and everyday some more,
I choose my classes from Mon- Wed.
& on Mon & Wed, class starts at 1:30!! Muahahha :)))
No more early mornings everyday agn!

So my time-table is from Mon-Wed.
Monday: Starts at 1:30
Tuesday: Starts at 8:30
Tuesday: Starts at 1:30 (2 lessons on Tues)
Wednesday: Starts at 1:30

Cool uh my time-table??

I would be studying 4 classes 1 semester.

- Design Skills
- Design Process
- Introduction to Computing
- Communication Skills

Oh my, I guess hope I won't regret what I choose.
Or my course to be specific~
Or i would regret my whole life- seriously :(

School starts on the coming Monday, so this few days i am free!! :)
Muahahha :D



~~~:☆๑۩۩.☂azzy.۩۩๑☆: ☆๑۩۩.☂azzy.۩۩๑☆:~~~



The weather is so cold today.... like omg.
Isn't it supposed to be summer? At least I was dressed for summer!
So cold, windy & it was raining tooo.
Actually Jin, Mega and I was supposed to go to N/b.
But as it was raining, and Jin had test tmr, we didn't.
Stupid lor.
After we reached home, it stopped raining.
No dinner to eat also. There's nth to eat at home.
:(


Laogong, faster come back!! I miss you.
我会的好好过，等你回来爱我

24th Feb 2009~ Tuesday.


I woke up around 12 plus to get ready to meet Mega.
Because she wanted to buy some Gucci wallet.
Meet her around 2 plus. Omg!! she became so much prettier after the 3 months, I've not seen her!

So we went to Gucci
But the wallet she wanted was a valentine day special. so, it's already out of stock.
So no choice lor, she can't buy haha. -.-

Went to N/b to have lunch at Tea Cafe.
Upon sitting for less then 10mins, we saw Christine & her bf, Tony.
OMG! she became prettier too :)
But she was in her school uni as she change into a government school.
So poor thing, everything must wear the same uniform & can't straight go shopping after school.
But at least one thing that is good is cos, she don't need to stressed about what to wear everyday!
Haha & it seems she say that they have seasons uniform too.
As in summer & winner would be two different attire. So cool.
Like those we see on TV.. those Taiwan dramas!

Christine did not follow us for the meet-up cos she had test the next day, and had to go home to study.
So Mega and I ordered our own food while waiting for Jin.
Btw for ur info, it was only around 2-3 plus & Jin finishes sch at 5!
So it means she'll only get to meet us at 5:30!!
=.=

We waited for Jin to come after she finish school.
During that time, we chatted and gossip about her ex hse mate.
Who was also in Tea Cafe eating, but did not notice Mega.
Haha~ so funny. she took so many secret pics of that girl tooo...
LOLs..

When Jin arrived, we went to Formosa to have her meatball soup.
I did not order cos i was already so full!! haha
So we chatted for awhile till Mega went.
Me & Jin continued there for awhile more before we walked around. haha

She's so aunty.. say wanna cook for her laogong! haha
want to buy fish! LOLs

After getting her stuffs, without the fish (as there isn't any fish for her to buy)
we waited for 177. oh, she takes 177 too.. finally, some1 to accompany me on bus-rides home.

23rd Feb 2009~ Mon

Hello :) This is my first update in Perth 2009.
I just got back from an 5hrs flight from Spore.
t-i-r-i-n-g man!

I-AM-NOT-A-BIG-FAN-OF-SITTING-AEROPLANES!- OMG!
I hate sitting planes, esp, tiger airways.
Not only do their services sucks, the air-stewardess are u-g-l-y & ALWAYS RUDE!
I had seen a case first hand when it was truly & totally the stewardess fault, and she still had the cheek to scold the customer, who had no wrong or what so ever.
Even if the customer was wrong, is there any right a stewardess should/can scold a customer??
In the end when she knew she was in fault, she just rudely say sorry.
No sincerity at all? Then, what's that "sorry" for?

Luckily, during this flight. there wasn't anyone sitting beside me.
Meaning all 3 seats are mine.
( i can sit whichever seat i wanted and lie down on it..) that's what i did.
Did i mention i hate seating with other people?
So squeezy. esp, with big size ang mo ppl.
I rmb once i was sandwich in between 2 big-sized man..like wtf...
And another when i was sitting beside this smelly mouth uncle. his snores and his breath are -oh my god!
:X

& Perth custom ppl are so lazy and unhelpful.
many agree with me!

20th Feb 2009~ Friday

Omg~~ the retainers are so !@#$%^&* irritating la.
It makes me speaks like a rabbit! even my honey says so.
When Daddy picked me and Mummy up from the MRT station, Mummy couldn't understand what wth i was talking about.
Sometimes, I don't understand me talking with the retainers on too.
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Less then 3 days :(

19th Feb 2009~ Wed

Omg. the feeling is really unbearable.
I don't understand where's the problem with me.
My heart aches, I can't sleep- all because of you. *evil guy*
The head hurts, the eyes have those irritating unbearable hot stinging feeling.
Opening or closing my eyes makes no difference = pain also.

But I had no choice. If i don't meet Elizabeth today, who knows when I'll get to see her again, because she's going back to Melbourne :(

So i met her even though I was more uncomfortable then ytd.
We had MacDonald's, chatted abit, and went shopping.
OMG!!~ BIG FAT DISCOUNTS MAN!
Even though i was sick, i still needed to buy.
This time not for me but for my Perth friends.
Luckily, i got all what i needed and do not need to worry i'll go back empty handed.
Really looking forward to Perth, but also at the same time, i am dreading that feeling.
I am a lil confused here. help??


Less then 4 days :(

18th Feb 2009~ Wed


:(
:(
Feel sick sick sick.
Was supposed to meet Elizabeth but was feeling unwell.
Couldn't sleep the whole night.
The eyes felt soooo hot & uncomfortable.
So, I decieded to meet her tmr :)
I miss her, hope she misses me too..


Less then 5 days- i don't know my feelings :(

17th Feb 2009~ Tues


OMFG people! I'm finally bracs-free after 3 damn torturing long years~~
the metal is finally gone! my teeth are ultimately freaky freaky smooth now! :)
YEA now ppls, I can finally smile with my teeth :D
(But will debate with a reason why i prefer not!- later on)

& so, i woke up early in the morning as i couldn't go to sleep. idk why
played the com for awhile & check out my stuffs on9.
had lunch, ate those disgustingly bitter & weird medicines that always never fail to make me wanna puke :(
& finally went up to get ready for the dental~

upon reaching there, i didn't waited long before my turn.

My dentist, which i reckon is quite a good one, is always so gentle and understanding.
Not like the previous one, my original dentist. for god knows what reason she decided to quit and join a private company. during one time she was pregnant, and for the next few months, another dentist took over.
so just let me call them dentist, 1, 2 & 3.
I reckon that 3 is the best cause she's really damn gentle.
whenever she accidentally knocks of hits you with the tools, she would apologise & she just the best la.
The 2nd one was alright. But it seems to me she is a lil bit inexperience or smth like that. even though, like number 3, she also apologise, but she always have this or that small lil mistakes. & i won't blame her la. cause she's just nervous.
I hate number 1. REALLY, she makes my bracs experience a total terror one.
I mean if she was like my dentist for the full course of years, if i've a child, or anyone who suggest to me if they should have bracs, my answer would definitely say NO!-haha
But it's true. Cause as a dentist, I don't really think she can give me her full assurances of having my full set of teeth intact.
Damn, she's really rough ok!
But i assume she's probably one of the best dentist there with out-standing talents, otherwise, she would have not been approach by the private company to join them.
I can see and feel she's the best among the three of my dentist.
So maybe that's why she's so full of arrogance~

Putting away with the comparison of the 3 dentists, let me continue with my day at the dentist

So after painfully helping me get rid of the metals (after 3 freaking long years!~must always REPEAT THIS!)
she helped me to call another dentist from another department to help me with the clean up of cement, that helps to stick the metal and my teeth together.
But as i was a last minute case, like all of a sudden, without another appointment, i had to wait.
It doesn't matter- cause i was free the whole day.

So half and hour later, i was brought up to level 4 (the previous one was level 2)
& not long later, the dentist in charge showed her face. ok, let's just name her dentist 4.
So she was like hi... this that...
& finally, she started. but not on my teeth but nagging.

she goes through-out the whole cleaning out and mending my teeth session saying the same thing time and again: you know you are not my case, i have one at 3 at another one at 3:30.
and she goes on and on, trying to say i was invited.
like what hell?? am I not paying a fee here??
the full price of the bracs through out the course was supposingly to be 3K.
WHICH PRICE DID NOT INCLUDE METAL WIRES, RUBBER BANDS AND ALL THIS SH*T
& YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT?
I WAS ACTUALLY CHARGED AT LEAST ANOTHER $500. LIKE WTF?
& sometimes, she would chat with the neighbouring dentists saying that i wasn't her case.. this that- blah blah blah~

Oh yea, & let me tell u, she ACTUALLY MADE ME OPEN MY MOUTH WIDE FOR A WHOLE DAMN HOUR OK!- without even letting me close them for a sec!
whenever I cannot tarhan already, she would scare me saying that; this machine is on high-speed. i dunna cut your tongue. like...wt...she was scaring me all the while.
& when the neighbouring dentist asked her why did she needed to long to complete with me, you guys know what she answered?
"I've to cover 2 cones"(smth like decay tooth)- cavity

Then the other dentist replied her like; "huh... so many??"

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YIKESSS~~ NICE RIGHT??
I must get ALL THESE!
My dong dong draw one :(
So damn nice~ i want i want
ANY KIND SOUL, CAN YOU PLS HELP ME GET IT??-lol
WANT IT..WANT IT.. WANT IT DAMN FREAKEN WANT IT :(


;(
the eyes is still swollen :(
not that much but there's still the lump-ARGHH
go away go away~ i hate u...
pls go away??

Boringtine day
14th Feb 2009~ Sat

Hello peeps
I had a very boring and anxious valentine day :(

Woke up at 7plus~played my pet society till 9plus.
Was so happy that my honey called me :) so sweeeet ( ILOVEU)
But he have to work, so we didn't talk for long.

Went to the market with my parents.
Daddy bought me a dress. (which me myself chose it)-haha
& after marketing, i went to the doctor, because of my stupid eyes.
who goes to the doctor on valentine's??
;(
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stoooppid eyes~ you better get well in like NOW! :(
*sob sob*

anyways after that, i went to sleep & i pretty much couldn't sleep
my reason is because of you*
but luckily my reasons of not falling alseep is an answer i wanted to hear.
thank god :D

I hate Valentine day.
No love on Valentine, what's there to like?
I never had someone special to accompany me on Valentine before :(
but luckily this year, i still have a special someone i love on this day~hehe
ILOVE U

J's
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Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Have Fun!!


1. What is your name: Jazzy

2. A four Letter Word: Jail

3. A boy's Name: Jason

4. A girl's Name: Jasmine

5. An occupation: Judge

6. A color: Jungle green

7. Something you wear: Jacket

8. A food: Jelly

9. Something found in the bathroom: Jacuzzi tub

10. A country: Japan

11. A reason for being late: Jinxed

12. Something you shout: Jerk!!

13. A movie title: Jackass The Movie

14. Something you drink: Juice

15. A actor: Jiro Wang

16. An animal: Jaguar

17. A street name: Jackson street

18. A type of car: Jeep

19. A Actress name: Jessica Alba

20. A verb: Jump

Hai~ hope everything will go well for me.
I sincerely hope 'o'
Anyways, I was quite pissed. there's smth wrong with my blog lor.
Cannot see pictures from the blogger upload images.
Google damn sucks lor. always like that. From morning until now ler. so stress.
&..... so sad.

there's like smth wrong with my right eyes.
there's infection on the lower lid on the far end of my eyes.
It hurts like mad~ YES! i am going mad :(
I've been to the doctor, and gotten medicine. But still the medicine don't seems to be working -.-
& the swolleness is getting more worse :(
Damn, my beautiful eyes ;(
it really hurts :(

I hope it'll get better soon~
& since there's a problem with my blogger, i won't be updating pictures for the time being till it's ok.

Anyways, I am going to update a tag, tagged from Kristie on Facebook.
:)

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Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 12

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 13

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 20

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 23

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 27

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 28

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 29

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 32

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 36

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere [C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E]

SO FAR: 47

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR:51

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins..

SO FAR: 53

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 56

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 58

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 62

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 65

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 68

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 71

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x)Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 77

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 82

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 86

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

I've done 86 out of 132 stupid things.....
haha
But i am not stupid ok? (alright, maybe just alittle)

EVERYTHING'S NOT GOING WELL FOR ME :(
I DAMN F*CKING HATE IT ;(

10th Feb 2009~ Tuesday


KRISTIE KRISTIE IS SO MEAN!
Despite going out with me the whole afternoon-night today,
& also giving me a piece of paper with the words
"ALL THE TIME you're too good to be true, BUT IT'S CUTE!"
(so she means i am fake lor :( bohoohoohoo)
she don't even have a picture of me on her facebook :(
I HATE HATE YOU! :( HMPPH
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update: forget to put this. the actual sentence was;
THINGS YOU DO THAT REALLY PISS ME OFF
"ALL THE TIME you're too good to be true, BUT IT'S CUTE!"

Like wth la, kristie!
but you know i love you too :D

*


okay, enough, this is starting to get irritating
haha

so we met at around 4-5 plus ba, i guess at amk.
not long after, we went to Orchard, Far East
Supposingly to have lunch cum dinner first, but upon reaching Far East, we were to mesmerised by the stuffs there.

Haha, i damn irritating lor (she also k?)
We bought so many stuffs. but i think i did not spend half the price of hers.
The stuffs she buy all so ex lor.
I so thrifty. Spent only 40 on 7 belts & 2 shirts = good and clever spender.
Haha. not saying she sucks hor? just that I will 心痛 if I buy such expensive stuffs. haha

&& we saw a second hand branded goods store, they sell first-hands too.
Damn, saw this damn chio hot pink limited edition LV bag!!.
Freaking CHIO. But it's 2k plus after discount of the original 3k+
Dammit it lor, still so ex!!~ how to buy??

:(

So we walk walk from 5 plus all the way to 9 plus without stopping or even resting for a minute.
In the end, we had dinner at 9 plus @ this place where Kristie says the manager sucks!
lol, i have no idea, cause I asked her to pay for me.
But i know the 2 waiters keep on looking at me -.-
must be too chio liao muahaha jkjk

& then home sweet home :D




























@ home, trying to ac~ haha





























Waiting for the bus





























This gorgeous top i wanna get, but too bad, the material makes my skin itchy la :(
So i did not get it in the end ...





























Jazzy & Kristie





























Kristie obsessed with her "real" fake lashes. LOLS!

9th Feb 2009~Monday


There's so many things on Pet S today!!~ wohhoo
I click, click click until my hands and fingers all so tired -.- haha

Anyways, i went to amk today to get myself CLOTHES again. (but shhh! my mother's already naggin')
those bubbly shirts i wanted.
So many places, so many clothes (see until my eyes all 花 already)
But I was quite disappointed that one of my favourite shop has 倒闭 :( ;(
Even though it was quite expected, but i did not expected it to be so soon.
I still haven't got myself those elastic belts!!
(but nvm la, i also going back to Perth soon ler)
So sad~ I shouldn't have been so lazy and wake up on Saturday (no point crying now-haha)

On my way to amk hub, i coincidentally met Pamela =D
whahaha~ so she walked already with me and got my stuffs done.
Before, she say she wanted to cut her frenge, but the shop wasn't open.
So after, we went to "This Fashion" to check out the shirt I wanted.
Sadly, there wasn't that paricular one I wanted.
But I still got myself one~~
:)

& she went home and I continued shopping.
Shop shop shop
shopping & money are my best friends~ muahaha































Pretty pink flowers my father got for deco on CNY





























Green green green





























just me black and white which some colors :D






























The new shirt I got myself (sexy uh~?)hehe

LAME JOKE WARNING!!~


why is 6 afaid of 7?
Because 7 8(ate) 9

hahahaha~LOLs!

7th Feb 2009~ Sat

Woke up at 3PM plus due to the irritating noises from my elder bro and his friends.
SO IRRITATING!
(till now, they are still making so freaking much noise) ps, it's 2am plus on a Sunday morning now! wth?

Anyways, there was a bbq par-tayy in my hse.
Only my mother's colleagues were invited & those irritating friends of my brother's.
I did not invite anyone cos I was lazy & I hate being a host.
Very mafan one u know??

Haha, i got ready & b4 i went out of my room.
I took pics with Monster & Bebe　& my mummy.
(know why Monster & Bebe are in different colors? cos that's the color they are in) haha so lame i know.
& did i mention, I L♥VE EM ??　　：Ｄ

Haha, pics time ppl :B


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Monster & Bebe <3
My honeys :)

RULES:
Upload 10 pictures of yourself only (without any friends or family members)
Pictures must be the ones you like the most/ think you look great on them/ look funny, stupid.. ect
Under every picture, comment why you like it so much with your favourite color.
After you are done, tag your friends.
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1.That look in my eyes





























2.Over all look :D





























3.That pink scaf around my neck, which is not mine, that cost my friend less then $5aus, she got from China





























4. I finally have thick eye-browns :D





























5. Stupid & funny pink PIG NOSE! which is not even straight! lol





























6.My expression & the twist- in between























7. My royal princess chair, which is PINK!! :D





























8.Me acting like a small kid on the trolley, munching on the chocolates, trying to eat everything up.





























9. I just love monster! <3





























10. Idk.. maybe the sunlight effect & my expression?




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I tag;

1. Jessalyn
2. In ping
3. Fen fen
4. Kristie
5. Emandy
6. Valerie

& all those interested :)

RULES:
Answer the questions.
At times when there is nothing for you to anwer, or if you wish/like, Change the question and answer them.
At the end of the questions you are supposed to answer, add another 2 more questions and tag at least 5 people.


1. List four random you want to say:
My throat hurts.
I suddenly feel like shitting.
I want my hair to grow faster!
I must be the prettiest girl on Earth!

2. Have you ever slept in a room with more the 5 people before?
Nope, how about 4?

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Yes, cut it a few days ago & dye it sometime b4 CNY

4. List 2 colors in the color chart that is pleasing to your eyes?
Pink & white?

5. How many pets do you own as in now?
Chase, my dog

6. Which do you prefer, white or black?
Cannot choose. But also have it's beauty

7. What is your favourite word?
Haiya

8. Choose one or the other, not both: Money or Love?
Love la, even though I love money alot.

9. Name what you see in front of you now.
Computer, yellow sofa, remote control

10. If you could have a power, what would it be?
Read minds

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
honey :)

12. Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
honey :)

13. Write down the first six words that pop into your head.
I don't know what to do...

14. What's one thing you wish you could do better?
understand the situation more.

15. Do you like the way you are?
I think so? but not so also. idk la

16. Choose, summer or winter.
summer not to hot, winter not to cold. idk how to choose.

17. Rain or snow?
Snow, but tooo cold la

18. What thing you can't stand about other people?
Late without even bother to explain/ inform.

19. List two odd things about yourself.
Sleeps very late in the night/ morning
Eat at the weirdest times.

20. Which are two of your bad habits?
Always looking at myself in the mirror.
Lazy to do anything/ everything myself, even if sometimes i know i can do them myself.

21. Do you hate you life?
Yes. some times alot.

22. If yes, why?
Cause I am always hesitating what to do next.. even if i already have a clue of what i should do.

23. What is your favourite hobby?
Shop, play the com, watch the tv.

24. Prefers pictures or words on blogs?
More pictures, less words.


I tag;
Ah ben
Kristie koo
Mandy
Valerie
Fen fen
Shuyi
In Ping
Jessalyn

Update if u want. i won't force you

as my blog can't copy & paste, msg me or anything if u want the draft to update :)

6th Feb 2009~ Friday
who knows where to buy checked shirt? with those bubbly sleefs??



Wootz~ I kicked myself outta bed today.
So there I was shopping like no tmr :)
But sadly, i was left with less money, so i couldn't buy much stuffs.
but anyways, i still got myself and my mummy smth.
I mean i got myself alot of things & mummy, smth~~~

I am into butterflies now~ as in the clothes design. those flowy flowy kind.


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Anybody knows where to get this checked shirt on the top?
the one i am wearing is actually a long dress with the top design ON the dress, but i just folded it under my white spaghetti strap.
I am trying to make a shirt.. smth like that.
Hai, hard to explain la!
anyway if any1 knows where to get this kind of "SHIRT" (as in I want the shirt kind not the dress ones)
tell me k? thnks :)
hehe ;)


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4-5th Feb 2009~ Wed/Thursday.



Idk what to post today because I did not do anything exciting!
yea right.. like i ever do anything exciting~lols

So ytd i was tagged by Kristie Koo on facebook to do this bo liao thing.
I've already updated it on facebook.
But since there is no post today, I would just update what I wrote ytd.

*

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!



1. Freaking hate lizards.
2. & anything that have disgusting scales like snakes, lizards, crocodiles.
3. Scared of ghost if there is such things.
4. But I LOVED reading ghost stories. lols
5. I love to gossip and bitch and say sensitive stuffs
6. But only with the people I can trust
7. I used to hate pink, but i am in love with it now
8. Just to piss off my best friend, Jessalyn Tan.
9. English is my first language, but I don't like watching English shows
10. Because I need to read English subs to understand the story.
11. & I don't really like English songs, cause most of them are meaningless TO ME..
12. Sad songs and movies makes me cry easily, even though I try to hide under my blanket.
13. I hate people seeing me cry, even my closest friends and family.
14. I love to shop when I am bored, it's my hobby
15. But I always end up penniless.
16. I love my dog, Chase, even though it looks more like a lion.
17. I hate cats cause they look evil.
18. But I like kittens though.
19. I am different from what you see.
20. I am not happy.
21. Even though I look happy to you...
22. I miss secondary school life.
23. TV and the Internet is a big part of my life
24. I want to know his* answer
25. But I bet I will never know the truth.



Yea, that's all
I will not tagg anyone, cause like ppl i tag also don't bother to update one.
so why bother? haha


*

Actually i wanted to go shopping today.
I must get that shirt i want!
BUT, i was lying on my bed like forever! even though i wasn't slping. lols, so lazy
by the time i got up, it was already 5pm plus. so i didn't bother.
But it doesn't matter, i will try to kick my ass up tmr & go SHOPPPINNNNGGGGG~~ :D
woooohoooooo :)


Love me, love u
Muacks ppl ;P

4th Feb 2009~ Wednesday
















































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Meet JacQ at 4plus 5.
We walked ard amk central & went to take my contacts & necklace.
Not long later, we went to Bugis to get her shirt which was bought online :D

Less then an hour, Shuyi came to meet us.
we went for dinner~





















My delicious chicken rice *yumyum*


*

we catch a movie, " The wedding game" & it very funny & touching :)
worth watching :D
Soon after the show, we went home.













lols, my contacts, the JAZZY NECKLACE! & my newly painted nails :)




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Happy Anniversary my honey.
WE MISS U!
Not only me, Monster too :(
Hope u are missing us too :D
Muacks~~

3rd Feb 2008~ Tuesday


So afraid i couldn't go back, i dreamt of food even in my sleep!
Hilarious isn't it? haha
Halfway thru my half-waken, half sleeping mode, the salesman called me.
MY JAZZY NECKLACE HAVE ARRIVED!
yay~~
happy bom pi pi la! haha..some stupid thing i would say when i m damn happy
But I was so lazy to dress up & go down to amk central just to get it.
So I decided to wait till tmr.
Cause I'll be going out to meet Shuyi & Jacq.
































haha, a pic of me, oringally without makeup.
edit edit edit & here i get, tad load of eye-liner. haha
my ps silks still not baduh?

2nd Feb 2009~ Monday


Had a very busy day today.
Woke up at 7;30AM
Opps, i can't say I woke up. Cause I didn't even slp..
I can't sleep :(
Anyways, went for my medical checkup.
Damn pissed, after reaching there I noticed that my passport & documents are all not in my bag.
All thanks to my mother la.. always ask me to change this, change that!! hai..
So I have to wait for more then an hour before my father arrived and give me my stuffs! Piss anot??
~****~
The doctor say I might have to go through another round of check-ups.
SIAN! Reason cause she says i am tooooo skinny. My BMI level is tooo low.
Where got such things one?
I thought only super-duper overweight ppl, or those with deadly diseases can't pass the test?
wth la... i really wanna go back lor. I dunna stay here.
Even though Perth is not my place, Singapore isn't either.
For now, even though I know how much I will regret wanting to go back, but I still dunna stay in Spore..
So now, I must really eat alot alot alot more! until so fat that i can't digest..LOL


After that I went around with my father to get his stuffs done.
I went to the salon to get my hair cut while waiting for him.
In the end, he finished before the hair dresser even touch my hair..haha
BTW, I look damn "TOOOT" now lor.
LOLs! Cos i asked her to cut away the concave.
Now it's all straight. Like those primary school kids.
I think it isn't so bad.. but wait, those bangs really don't go with it lor.
Haha. I look so ugly now!
MY-HAIR-SUCKS!- lol

Next, we had lunch & my father send me to Tao Payoh..
Guess what i did? Easy question la。。。

SHOP SHOP SHOP!!
CLOTHES, BAGS...
HAHAHA! HAPPY!
Gosh, the stuffs there are so freaking cheap!
Everything discount, half price.
In the end I got myself 7 clothes & 4 bagS! lol

shhhh~~
cos on the previous day my mother got there and she told me about the sales.
b4 the night end, i told her that i'll be going there myself.
she said "Please don't buy the whole shop hor!"
LOL haha






























Picture b4 I cut my hair.






























My tooot hair style.. haha
nvm la, anyway it's straight. i hate those curl not curl hair one.



















Into this kind of bags now :D

RULES :
The rules are simple.
Use any website to search the answers to the questions below.
Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.
After that tag 5 people.

Jazzy: LOLs i wasn't tagged by anyone. but i saw this post in Mandy's blog & i think it's kinda fun.
So i am going to play it too :D


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Fav Band:




























Fav Color:




























Country I wanna visit:




























My Best Friend:
























Something to do when I am bored:






























One Of The Most Important Person In MY LIFE:























Addict:



























I am tagging:

1. Jessalyn
2. In Ping
3. Kristie
4. Shuyi
5. Fen Fen

Happyyyy updating ppl :D

1st Feb 2009~ Sun
11:59PM








































loook @ my beautiful dress :)
Isn't it nice? My mummy got it for me
Look closely at the golden designs.
IT'S KINDA LIKE GUCCI DESIGNS ONLY THAT IT'S THE "$" SIGN INSTEAD OF THE DOUBLE Gs.LOL
My mother is so cute.
B4 i even asked her why she got it for me, she said cos im so money face $_$
LOLs..
Yea, i admit it. I love moneys & i wish they love me tooo :D hehehe


*


Anyways, had dinner at a restaurant, sponsored by my rich uncle in [The Pine]
Look at the shark's fin soup!!
The fins in the soup are HUGE!
& the prawns are very q too :D
Had a delicious, but un-filling dinner -.- lol

My narcissistic parents. lols
The both of them are very 自恋。
My mother always says, "Which mother as old as me still so pretty like me?"
ME: *Vomits blood*
My father always says, "I am still so handsome!!" & his's pretty much proud that he still have much hair at this age.
ME: *Vomits blood* again! LOL

LIKE THAT PINK BAG??!!
I-LOVED-IT. SSSSOOOO PINK~!! but ex :(
got it afew days ago & 2day is the first day it's gonna see the world with me.
Muhahaha :DDDDDD




















































This kitty, Tiger is soooooo cute*


*

Went to my Aunty's hse today~
Food & everything was pretty much great :D

30th Jan 2008~ Friday..

Ouch Ouch Ouch....
;(
THE PAIN (on my teeth) IS KILLING ME :(
so so so pain..
the pain of the teeth/gums somehow seems it kinda effect my head too.
It kinda hurt...alot
Owww :(

But something to be happy about.
My my teeth holes are finally closed.
Yay! in just 1 day :D

*

Anyway I woke up quite late 2day.
On my com and played Pet S for awhile.
Still hesistating if I should get myself the necklace I wanted so much...
& so I hack it and shoo of my hse in less then 15 mins.
Mind you, it's already 5 plus went I got out. The waiting for bus & everything.
So troublesome. But I think, wish the necklace is gonna be worth it.

Now, I've already ordered it.
& hopefully, it will arrive in 7 working days, means next friday :D Yay
& again I get myself another 925 silver pendent.
I think it's quite nice.





























Hehe, can't get another nicer pic of it cos it's kinda long & complicated.
Love it anyway.

29th Jan 2008~ Thursday


Had a really busy day today. All the way from moring to night.
Woke up at 9:30am
Breakfast> Collect Passport> Lawyer's> Send in my Visa> Shopping> Dental > Shopping again with Jessleen & her bf
:D

Wooo~ was so tired, not even half way thru.
But I was glad I bought many stuffs today :)

While shopping alone before going for dental, I bought 3 necklace and 1 pendent from Perlini's sliver.

While shopping with Jessleen & her bf, I "bought" cos it was paid by Jess's bf..LOL, but i will pay him back ok... 2 spaghetti strips (light pink & light blue) & i went to this shop and saw this necklace I really want ALOT!
Those specially made kind craved out of your name.
Still considering if I should get it. It's quite ex, $70-80+
BUT I REALLY LIKED IT!! HOW??
should i get it anot?


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Anyways, pictures took today while I was bored :B




































































































































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1 of the necklace & pendent I got myself.

27th Jan 2008~ Tuesday






























A Picture of what I am wearing today :D
LOVE MY DRESS PPL? I L♥ VE MY DRESS DAMN MUCH :D
& it's freaking cheap somemore :D
it's even cheaper then my "J" neckalce. so, guess how cheap it is :)





























My beautiful nails painted by myself =D






























Waffle Ice~cream I had in [Swenson] today sponsored by my cousin :B





























See the "guy" sitting there. isn't it scary? lol






















































& a cute photos of my doggie, Chase, acting cute.. hehe


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Wohhhhooooo~~ I think that I luck is coming back to Mua~~
I won quite a few tens today while playing dice and cards with my relatives. HAHA :D $_$
I wish the weekends would arrive earlier so that I can go visiting again.
But visiting kinda sucks. So long hours, so many hongbaos, but so LITTLE　$$!! :(

I want lotsa MONEY :D !!


& I wanna go shopping at [Charles and Keith] I wanna buy many many many cool shoes, even though I have tonns of them already. i dont really care :D

26th Jan 2008~ Monday.



























Mummy & I :D


She's always trying to tell me when others see pictures of us together, they would think that we're sisters.
Don't ask me how come I am so thick-skin.. haha, sometimes my parents are even more worse then me. LOL
So you guys geddit? HAHA..

Anyways, just came back from my aunty's hse.
There will be party at my hse again today >.< style="font-style: italic;">.(hehehehe)
$_$ I can endure :D


Money money money.....
You are my bestest best friend :D Muahahah~~~~

Might take pictures of my party and upload them.. if I rmb
C：


Tata~

25th Jan 2008~ Sunday


Reunion Dinner was at my house.
I didn't really take much pics except for my so so so cute, niece and nephew..
Haha.



























Look at her sexyback :D


There are many dishes on the table.
I don't really know why instead of having steamboat, we always have dishes of food, every single year.
But I liked the idea of steamboat more. idk why. haha















































































Love this flowers... are they flowers btw?
Anyw, look at them? so shiny & big & round like longans.
One of my fav fruits :D
But, how come I don't see them in Perth uh? :(

written on the 25th
24th Jan 2008~ Sat


I AM NOT GONNA WRITE ANYTHING UNAHPPY 2DAY.
EVEN IF I DO, SO WHAT? WHO CARES ANYWAYS? 0.o

*

I woke up at 4 plus thinking that the day would be bored to stiff again..
But luckily In Ping talked to me on MSN, and instead of meeting her on Sunday, I met her today at 6:30PM.
We had KFC for dinner, and dinner wasn't delicious for me as my stomach hurts to the max :(
Damn, always like that. Stupid stomach.

After dinner, we headed to AMK centre to check things out.
We bought [Gel Eyeliner] It's damn coool :DDDDD
She bought some stuffs, i check out about the prices of colored contact lenses, and after we went back to her home.

Her house is still the same :D
So, we got excited and tried out the Gel eyeliner.
The end results is so nice man. Totally different from those pencil and liquid kinds.
It was considered good, as when we decided to remove it after... i dont know how long of cam-whoring, haha.

we both looked like pandas ... haha
Really.

So we played the com, chat and decided to sleep, but did not sleep.
& her Mum is so funny. Always saying the same things again and again.. haha

So we went to watch [Hot Shot]
It was nicer then I expected...


& now i am so lazy to type. cos i need to get ready for my reunion dinner at my hse.
So tata~ ppl.. BUT b4 i go, here are some picture taken :D


Pictures edited by In Ping.
As usual, I M SO LAZZZZEEE :D
it's not a crime right?? say yes? ppl :D








































































































We are so pretty right? Haha. I love to BULL-Shit.
hEhEhE~
also not a crime right?

23rd Jan 2008~ Friday

Dammit it. AGAIN!
Why my fucking life can just not be in peace for A SINGLE DAY!!??
Fuck that TV, SPOILT AGIAN!!

Freaking hate this LIFE!!! Someone just come and KILL ME LA!
I HATE EVERY SINGLE DAY & THING ON EARTH.

& MY BELOVED PET, QQue DIED.
RIP, mY bAbY 22.01.09
Oww~~ ;( ;(
you did not even get to live to CNY. My, poor thing :(
I MISS YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING, & rmb our beautiful hse?
the one that we stayed up even till the wee of the night brushing you just to get more $$, to get ur house, deco-ed, looking more Class and gorgeous :(
Oww ;( :(
I miss u again.

Ytd sucks, The Day before, and before SUCKS!
& not to forget today too :( This week totally sucks for me.
Everything sucks and there's nothing I can DO :(
How can I celebrate CNY with fun and laughter? Idk.

Bored bored bored to my very death.
LIFE SUCKS!
LIFE SUCKS!
LIFE SUCKS!
LIFE SUCKS!
LIFE SUCKS!

20 Jan 2009~ Tuesday

Today, I found out something I shouldn't have found out...
I really really can't understand why.
I Don't know what excuses I should give myself for not being stress and angry or whatever possible feelings one can have.
I am really really sad n freaking disappointed.
I don't know what I want... What kind of feeling and attitude I should have regarding this matter.

I know I should just calm down, and follow whatever my feelings tell me after.
But I can't. I Really can't. Otherwise I would not be so lifeless now.
I really don't know what should I do?
Should I trust my own reasons or should I just do what I won't want to do the most.
Giving up?
I really don't know. Now I feel terribly hurt and speechless.
Nobody can give me the answer I want... I hope...that i can get
I really hope it's not true. But I don't want to lie to myself.
I am really broken this time, to much more then a million pieces.

Really am ...



*

21st Jan 2009~ Wednesday

I did something last night that I shouldn't have.
I know this decision on telling her might affect our relationship.
But I can't stop myself from telling her...I feel bad the whole night.
And couldn't sleep a wink.
The words she told me keep running through my head.
I can't help feeling hurt and cheated.

I can't control my feelings anymore no matter how I tell myself I should be fine.
But the matter that happened here is totally different from any of our pass situations.
I can't fake it that it never exist. Nothing happened.
I really can't.
I can't pretend that nothing happened even when it did.
Now I don't know if I should trust you, her or my own instincts...
I really dont...




























My happy father counting his money & me, cam-whoring...


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22nd Jan 2009~ Thursday.

I seriously thought that my life couldn't get any worse.
I woke up feeling great and all but when i switched on my computer and type in facebook website, I get the shock of my life.
Some mother fucker went to report my facebook account to an administer, and damn I can't log in to my account.
I really curse that person for the rest of my life, I swear..
Now I have to do everything from the scratch.
And my beloved Pet S, totally gone!!
Hate it hate it..

Life really sucks, i can't deny that. Everything sucks and sometimes I really feel I should just go and die.
What's the point on living in this World when everything don't seems right for me?
Everything I do, even when I tried my very very best?
Nothing goes right. Nothing nothing nothing.

Only what I have in return? people I love, once and again hurting me and my feelings.
What is life? What is love?
Why issit all going so wrong for me? why why why?
What offensive things or acts on Earth have I done to anyone?
How can I trust anyone again?
Most of the time, the one you really love and trust are the ones breaking your heart once and again.
Do they really understand this feeling? Do they? Do they?
No they don't, if they do, they would not have do these.

My life totally sucks to the core and there's really nothing much I can do then only cry my eyes out..
I really really really really really really really really really really hope that I can have a cup of 忘情水 and forget whatever of all these shit things that happened to me.
I want to forget everything. Including you*

My life totally sucks.



~~~~

19th Jan 2008~ Monday


Jazzy's gonna die soon of stomach crams :(
;(
;(
But I am still alive...
(See this Pictures :D )





























This one Nicer?






























Or this?


*


I woke up this morning feeling so excited what Pet S "New This Week" might be.
Happy, but abit disappointed ...
There's so little new stuffs :(

N i found there's a difference.
SOME IS "THIS WEEK ONLY" SOME IS "NEW THIS WEEK" GOT DIFFERNCE ONE LA..
Shuld have known earlier =.=

Anyways, I went out today.
I went to get my hair done n bought 2 sets of clothes.
Instead of my original idea, i went for red (little high-light), & i think it's OK NICE :D haha
(lazy to take a picture now, but maybe soon)


& so that's all for today ppls.. Dying soooooooonnn ARggggghhhh~~~!!

18th Jan 2008 2009~ Sunday


So many stuffs happen on 18th Jan This day, Last Year.
Not going to elaborate on what. Read my previous posts :D


Recently, I am very obsessed with long/ half flowy Coats/Jackets.
Those kind that you'll see on HK drama series on those rich taitais :)
Hahaha, wanna be a taitai TOO much! hhaha


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Something like that blue piece of cloth she's wearing. Totally in Love with it :D






























& I seriously need a pink lipstick like hers ;B
Since I am so tan like her...




Lastly, I feel like changing my hair color and style (maybe)
But I don't know what style I should change as you all know my hair is so short now... :(

I came across a picture and thought, ... should I? hehe



















Maybe I should think it over tmr :D

17th Jan 2009~ Sat

I dyed my hair 2day. It was supposed to be "Golden Blond" as written in the label.
But the end results were neither Gold nor Blond..Wtf.
Fancy the salesgirl telling me it would be better then any other brands of hair dye.
I sacrifice so much of my moring slp :( I woke up at 10am! ;(
!!!!! P.I.S.S.E.D

海海海。。 . Recently, i feel damn down.
I dont know why! Everything I do, everything I think about I would be irritated, pissed then angry.
I also don't know why I would feel this way.


Now, just sit down & let me complain.



1. I hate third~parties.
I used to have this really good friend. But I don't know why everytime I think about her, I would hate her damn alot.
The Main Reason?: She's always a bf stealer, a third party.
I thought she have change, after all, we didn't see each other or contact for quite a long time already.
But recently, I came across something and found out that she still pretty much the same.
Yeaaa, ur guess is correct.
Still a bf stealer....
No more comments on her....



2. Sometimes I dont know if I can say that I have a best friend or someone true I can relay on when times are bad.
Freak! Hate it when i see others happily, but not with their boyfriends but best friends.
Yes, I know i am alws unreasonable, but I try to be a great friend right?
Sometimes u guys just don't see it. The worst, u guys even pretend I don't exist.
& i hate it the most when Some "friends" of mine only rotate in my life when their bf are not around.
Then what are friends for?
Aren't friends suppose to be someone u can talk, cry, laugh n play with you no matter how hard situations get at times?
If friends aren't like that.. then what kind are they supposed to be?
Those fake betrayer back-stabber kind?
Those who only talk good and shit on you behind ur back, when u are not around.?
If these you consider as my friends, PLZ, get out off my life.
I don't need flies flying around my life.



3. I just hate life everyday now la.....


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A picture before I dyed my hair & a half Jacket I bought.

16th Jan 2009~ Friday :D


Phhhew~ 2day I woke up thinking that the Japanese are coming to bomb Singapore again.
The whole floor was shaking, even though I was in Level 2, my mother's room sleeping so uneasy cos of the damn stomach ache I had agn :(

&& guess what issit?
Those irritating neighbours are renovating their houses agn.
Damnnnn!!! At 2pm? wth. Hate them hate them.
I remember when i was back on July last year, the renovations were here...
N till nw?? What nonsense! I wonder what kind of houses are they gonna make?
House of Gold? Yeaa, I wish. then I can take some,
(No, I mean ALL) haha

Recently i have stomach ache.
I HATE stomach aches.
Damn, I eat so much recently.
I don't know if my stomach ache are becos if i eat too much or what!
Or the fishes are just angry with me for eating them?? 0.o
Oh, who cares.


Btw IM SO HAPPY!
Guess what? (U guys better not say Im Childish ok??Pls?)
Haha. SO DAMN HAPPY THAT FACEBOOK PET SOCIETY HAVE UPGRADE!
Now, not only are the rooms bigger, I can even dis~play my foods :D
Hungry? Anyone..?
&&
also, there are so many new stuffs from the Cafe~
Tonns of Cups and saucers.. && new foods and stuffs. Coffee, Tea, Latte, Cappuccino..
& so much more! This is totally happiness !!! :D
And And I dont need to blame myself for not playing Pet S earlier cause I have the newest
Expresso Machine, Kettle, and Press Pot.
Now my only regret is a the Toaster ;(

Aww but nvm, Im sure more will come out maybe just in different colors.


Now see a beautiful picture of my kitchen.
:: .Ta.ta.ta.ta.Ta. :: !!!!



















photo quailty not so good la, but u can see on my pet s acc.
those if do not have one, then make one! or else.. tooo bad ..

Was tagged by Fen Fen to do this long overdue quiz, which I didn't know till a few days back.
Since now I re~opened my bloggie, here it is :D

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Hehehe, a secret

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Stomach eche, I cant slp ;(

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Person? I can't rmb. But i took a Pic with Chase. My doggie

4. Will you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Haha, alws

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Ehhhh, i am scared of needles n injection. C honey, im so goood ....

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex (boy because I am a girl)?
Nah, guys sucks. Too immature for a best f, BUT i would like to have a Gay~ish best f.. anyone?

7. Do you want someone dead?
Hahaha, not any of i can think now..

8. What does your last text message say?
Hehehe, secret

9. What are you thinking of right now?
What should i do tmr? shopping or sleeping?

10. Do you wish someone is with you right now?
:( YES!

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
3 plus

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you are wearing now?
I dont wish to say :(

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
YES!

14. Who was the last person to text you?
My HONEYYYYYY~~~


(won't tag as i have little friends. so no point n every1 issss lazy nowadays. haha)

15th Jan 2008~ Wed

Heeee. hi ppl i am back agn.
Actually i thought of deleting some of my other stupid posts as i think they are really stupid =.=
eeeehhh, but now i see, i think it's okay.
Anyws, this is what a blog is for.

Right ppl? (Say yes?)

So these fews days, or maybe this month what have i beeen doing?
Nah, nothing much, i tell u.
Just sleeeeep untill the sun touches my asss, watch tv into the wee hours, eat like a pig.
& guess what??

I am currently so obsessed with eating
Fishes!! haha



Rottnest Island~ [1st Dec 2008]
1 Day b4 i flew offf from Perth to Spore ;(
But still, my 细心的老公 promised to bring me to Rottnest Island.
& whooo, there we went.





















































































































2008 Holiday, Mostly Macau [3rd-9th Dec 2008]




















































































Some of the stufffs i bought :D N much more






























&& much more pictures, but tooo many to upload here. so see either my facebk or friendster.



Fahrenheit Concert [19th Dec 2008]




























































&& much more pictures, but tooo bad... not gonna upload anymore! So that no one would steal em!
Muahahahaha~~~






Happy New YEAR :D 31st Dec 2008

BBQ at my hse with some friends and Cousins and relatives.

























&&& Random Pics~





























Heart shape neckalce from Wei Jie :D





























Ear rings I made myself























Present from Laogong from KL~ hehe, ilove u






















Jazzy's Name Sticker :B






















Already had the black, deciding if i shuld buy the slivery 1..?




That's all for now folks. But i might load up the pics of the clothes i bought these few weeks.
Dunnnna scare u guys haha :)

1st Jan 2008~ thurs


I BET EVERYONE MISSESSSS THE BITCHY ME! :d
hehehe~

HERE COMES 2009~

SERIOUSLY, 2008 wasn't a great year for me other then knowing you*
Love, Friendships and everyday was a new feeling and some how exciting cause when I look back now, I don't find myself that stupid then.
I thought that life would be a breeze in Perth, but obviously what I thought was really wrong..
Growing and living in a totally new environment is something really different and stressing.
Studying in Canning might really be a stupid choice, But am much happy that those times would be over in year 2009~ cause I can say bye bye to that shit place..?

Really? what do I have to lose leaving that school??
Seriously, NOTHING.
What do i get from that school? Really: NOTHING.
Oh yea, Smth...&
Only sadness, stress and being bitched by GAYs?? haha~ I find it too hilarious
WHAT...? GUYS YOU DONT KNOW BITCHING ABOUT GIRLS? yea, i think it's funny!
Would you like to be their new victim??
Bet you would like to have a feel of it.

Friends~ what can I say?
I don't know if I found any friends worth my friendship and trust.
But at least I still know there are a few worth caring for.
The rest who pretend or wishes that i never existed, YES thank you.
Cause we might never see each other ever again. Sounds nice to you right?
It's doesn't really matter. Cause it sounds nice to me.

And lastly, the reason BACK to Perth~
Life would never be the same if you have not appeared.
Thanks for making my life much better, always being there to care and love me.
OH~ i love you too..

I am so lazy to type now.
But i just hope year 2009 will be a much better year for me AND you.
& every single one i love n care~ except those assholes! haha You guys sucks anyws.

16th Nov 2008~ Sun

Tagged by Karen..

1. What are your nicknames?
Jazzy, Jutterfly, Mei.. & much more..Not to forget, Pretty Girl ;)


2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Loving you

3. What kind of news do you read?
Entertainment


4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
I seriously dont get fat!

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
He knows


6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Helll noooo! Im very materialistic. =)
same answer as Karen :)

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Of cos he knows who


8. What do you feel like doing right now?
Idk

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Im already in love..
But I still love u my dong dong & jay chou :)

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged them.
She knows it herself :)


11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Loves me more then I love him..


12.What is the things that will make you think he/she is bad?
Not in the mood of list..

13.If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
hahah! Honey*

14.If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Rich & Happy.. Happy spending all my $$


15.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
....

16.How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Married

17.What is the one thing you love about yourself?
loving u soooo much

18.If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
He knows.

19. Which one do you believe ? Lust at first sight or love at first sight?
Hahha!! both :)

15th Nov 2008~ Sat




























Metro's not that fun actually.
I love my Honey heaps more then Metro :)
Wootz

6th Nov 2008~ Thursday

Ow ;(
I think I am disfigured.
Fuck that thought of Darlie la! Thnx to your good idea, jie :(
:'( :'( Wanna go doctor also damn funny lor.
Then tell the doctor what? "Eh, Cause i put Darlie & think that it'll kill my pimple"
Ohmy~ i think I am really gonna be disfigured :(
Save me pls, someone :(
No pics, I donna scare any1. LOLx

Had a really fun day out with Kristie = my gossipy bitch! lolx
Went to Korean BBQ.. Delicious




















we were supposed to cook the meat.. but instead.. veggies.lols


























The dish that none of us touch ;X























Almost done :) - the disgusting veggies





























































& after to Hits for K.
Crazy Kris say that we gotta sing till the last 34 arrives..
whahahha! from 8+ to 11..
Last bus was purposed to be @ 11;20..
But but but then, the time-table changed to 11:10.. Imagine my face..
Lols, luckily Kris paid for the taxi home.

To that bitchybitch: Thanks for bitchy about me and **
We really liked it.. Really, proved that we are really famous..
Not like you, Miss wannabe :)




* Other Pics * Day out with Mega & Gunawan :) 31st Oct 08



























*licklick* lols





























Mega insist that's my beer! lols

I am just me.
I won't quit being me just be'cos of Criticism
If you hate/ dislike me,
Get lost!
I don't need assholes in my life.
Yes, simple as ABC or 123
Click the red [X] button on the right top of the page
＆　F*** off MY LIFE :D




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18 this year :D
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Loves to sleep，do meaningless & useless stuffs & watch TV
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Bored of every single thing~